A daisy life

Hi Daisy, This picture is dedicated to you. I love it so much! :)

How i miss those days, when there is always something to look forward to right every morning once i open my eyes. But it doesn't matter anymore .

i love sitting by the window, observing tiny little details that wouldn't strike an interest in anyone. it makes me feel relax - calm. it makes me appreciate the beautiful nature around me. it gives me the slow-pace-life feeling that i've always wanted. it makes me think that, important matters ain't important no more, and gives me time to think through matters in a different perspective.

i don't mean to be mean, but sometimes, there is just some people that you simply dislike them for some teeny weeny reasons. notice that i did not mention "no particular reason"? cause i believe there is ALWAYS a reason. be it their face, actions, character, attitude. well, for my case - actions. let's just name that person J to make it sound simple. well, J didn't do anything wrong to me, its just me. i can't stand J's actions. the way J talks, the way J walks, it just.... makes me irritated. y'know that kinda feeling? what makes it even worst is that i get a feeling J seems to follow me around. and it makes me even more irritated, since i already can't wait to get away from J all the time. sigh, why am i such a bad person, when i wasn't brought up this way!! btw, this isn't some kinda big issue. just something i suddenly thought of, and i feel irritated already, so i thought it would be good to blog about it.. on a side note, don't yo...

She loves her mama's lemonade, Hates the sound that goodbyes make. She prays one day she'll find someone to need her. She swears that there's no difference, Between the lies and compliments. It's all the same if everybody leaves her. And every magazine tells her she's not good enough, The pictures that she's seen make her cry. And she would change everything, everything just ask her. Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster, And she just needs someone to take her home. She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant, Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction. She never stays the same for long, Assuming that she'll get it wrong. Perfect only in her imperfections. She's not a drama queen, She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen, but tired She would change everything for happy ever after. Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster, But she just needs someone to take her home. 'Cause she's jus...

Hi Daisy, Today is my last day of internship @ DHL. Mix feelings are stirring up on the inside.......................... Sigh, I still remember on the first day, I can't wait for attachment to end. and now, yes i still want it to end, but y'see....... i've made some friends at there, so its kinda sad to leave :( it will definitely feel weird not following the same old routine that i've been doing for the past 2 months. here's a peak at my boring routine: waking up at 6.45 > snooze for 5mins > waking up reluctantly and heads to the bathroom > undecided on what to wear and end up doing a short fashion show in front of the mirror > eat breakfast > rush to the train station > read a book > met up with fel and walk to office with her > rots in the office while looking forward to lunch time > lunch > sleepy after lunch > looking forward to going home > rush for the train > say bye to fel @ serangoon > home sweet home. hehe boring...

cabbed over to cvt last thursday and friday, and guess how much was it for both days? freaking $81.70!!!!! lucky company offered to pay for my transport expense. i finally get to see the pokemons at there hahaha... abra, snorlex, psyduck, hitmonlee and hitmonchan LOL!! and polo did a bloody dumb thing yesterday, from what i've heard from mum this morning. he went to drink oil. of all things, OIL!!!!!!!!!!!! and ended up vomitting a few times. my dear boy, 你不要命了是不是！！ no wonder yesterday he snuggled up on my hands and took a nap silently. usually, he would bite my hands (the same way like he's biting his toys) in a pretty violent way. today's lunch was ma you ji plus rice @ bedok corner. yummy! was recommended by fel, and this is something that i've learnt, never doubt her recommendations! :) dental appointment on sunday was ok, albeit was still quite scared. did the molding of my mouth. got the sting feeling when my tongue touches it. acidic perhaps? dentist was real fr...